Why are we here, What are we striving for?

When you put them together——you no longer have a flower. You have a manifesto. You have the title of a forgotten, brilliant post-punk album from 1982. You have a character in a David Lynch film who appears for exactly forty-five seconds, says nothing, but haunts you for a decade. You have a fragrance sold in a black bottle with no label, smelling of ozone, wet clay, and lipstick.

For three months, Lily had watched. She sensed the clumsy, warm-fleshed hands of Elara with their soil-smelling gloves. She felt the sharp, clean angles of the pruning shears. She registered the soft, steady thrum of Elara’s heartbeat through the floorboards. The plant learned to anticipate the click of the greenhouse door latch. That click meant the arrival of presence , of touch , of the delicious, maddening friction of fingertips on her stem.

The greenhouse at the edge of Professor Elara Venn’s property was a cathedral of impossible botany. Moon-flowers that sang in ultraviolet light. Ferns that whispered the stock market reports they overheard from passing cars. And in the center, under a skylight of frosted, climate-controlled glass, stood Lily.

: Balancing the heavy stillness of sadness with the visceral energy of desire.